You may have noticed that I am no longer hiding my face on this blog. The reason is, I do not break any rule of the public service as a civil servant. I also write this blog in English and never use my real name, address or mention where I work.
It’s the weekend (well not for much longer now) and away with the corporate dress code.
Hello punk-goth attires!
Discount/sale time is a good excuse to be a girly girl serial shopper. But to be honest, I spend more time in yard sales than in shops. Except maybe these last 3 days. Anyway, my blog hasn’t reached 100 followers yet (only 99!) so I can’t close the giveaway contest. So you can still apply if you want.
Today I have another appointement with Mr Handsome. I’m getting less excited/edgy/nervous/crazy with time. It’s becoming more of a deep friendly feeling for him within my heart and less of a romantic and sexual attraction. It’s safer this way. I’m writing my 3rd book (in French) although my 2 first ones were never published. I guess it is more like a therapy than a way of becoming a promising, well-known writer.
The day before yesterday was fine. I drew my former linguistics teacher’s caricature at her request and she shared it on her profile page; she laughed, people laughed, I laughed, well so told the LOL smileys that appeared on her profile page because I haven’t seen her flesh and blood for like…8 years? I had to guess what she looked like and after I made the caricature she sent me a recent pic as a reward. It made my day.
Yesterday I was so so at the beginning of the day and then became depressed with guilt feelings. The guilt increased when I kept thinking I had seducted a married man (aka Mr. Handsome) but then I tried to calm down and tell myself that nothing happened, he was clear about that point, he would not be “my first one” so, all right, I haven’t broken his couple and family, and I won’t, so chill girl!
Today was better. I didn’t do anything special, I stayed in front of my laptop a good while after taking shots of my ootd for my alt. style blog. Whilst yesterday I dragged myself along in the house in sweatpants, today I put on my beautiful steamlolita dress by Banned UK and an absolutely gorgeous officer jacket I thrifted.
I tried to do my nails, but I haven’t finished, may postpone it to tomorrow.
In a few hours I am going to see Mr Handsome again which is both exciting and a bit scary coz I had reached a balance in my life with hobbies and stuff and I hope my feelings and emotions won’t trouble my peaceful -though slightly boring- daily life. Anyway. I decided to dress lolita today. Specifically an AliceInWonderlandish lolita.