So much for a “no-downs day”

I went to a DIY store with my bro after lunch. I wasn’t feeling too well emotionally yet, but I took on me to hide it and go on. Had this knot in my stomach. Dizinness. Unpleasant heart-throbbing and guilt and envy and jealousy mixed together.

I vent on FB only to my closest friends. Sent a PM to my former teach but she won’t answer. Finally got a message from the best friend and called him.

I’m watching a documentary about Schizophrenia and it lifts my moods. How weird am I?

One thought on “So much for a “no-downs day”

  1. I understand. If you watch something and you see others suffer too you don’t feel as alone xxxx

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