He’s in a relationship and got 3 kids. On the pretext of joking I proposed him to make me lose my virginity to him which he politely refused. I’m just so pathetic. He’s the only man in my whole life with whom I have ever wanted to…whatever. I’m just one fucking more patient. And their are only 9 sessions left. Another farewell is coming. I want to sleep until my life gets exciting and painless.